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How do I know if I’m on the boundary? How do I set myself a limit?
Is life a road that specifies the speed limit? I don’t want to seclude myself in the safe side. It’s just like putting myself inside a box: four walls. No more, no less. I don’t want to go out taking all possible risks either. So how do I know? I guess the best way is to let myself taste a little bit of the worst. Ugh. That really sounds bad. 
ANYWAY.
I’ve been home alone ever since the interment of my Lola, and I guess I will always be home alone for the rest of my life. Haha, I’m exaggerating. Since my mom and my dad go to work everyday, and my uncle goes to his pards everyday, I’m left alone with my stuffed toy at home. It’s not that bad really. The bad thing is: our cable connection was cut. Why? Because the caregiver of my Lola (who was in charge of paying the cable bill) did not pay the bills for three effin’ months! She was like “I already paid it but they didn’t give the receipt” like wtf. xc So now I’m trapped using the computer for the whole day.
Di bale, come school days, life won’t be like this anymore. Don’t get me wrong; I’m not excited.
May 23rd, 2008 at 2:37 pm
fudgeeness. i missed youuuu!
aww, it’s sooo hard being alone po ano? haaay. >.< e pasg school days naman po todo stress. hmpf.
May 24th, 2008 at 1:18 pm
haha so true yan..
hnd dn ako excited sa skul pero grbe e boring tlg pag walang skul hahaha.. i mean sa bahay lng nkktmad dn no heheh
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May 24th, 2008 at 7:50 pm
I don’t watch TV. Does that make you feel better? Haha. Labo. :))
Yeah, school days are imminent. Ayoko pa pumasok. Pero sobrang boring ng summer. Hay.
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May 24th, 2008 at 10:01 pm
Nika is excited for the upcoming school year. Yikes! *haha* Just teasing yah. Anyway.. I missed you too nikaaaaaaa! I mean, you`ve been gone for a loooong time. Haha. Exaggeration right there.
Condolence again. *sad face* *hug tight*
I like being home alone. Hmm.. That way I can invite sherwin over, hahaha. And we could have our bonding moments. Hahaha.
Without the eyes of our suspicious yayas. Well, anywaaay, and yeah, no cable? Sucks. 
But. Hmm… If our cable was cut off, but our internet`s still alive and kickin. I wouldn’t be that bothered because I can spend hours and hours and hours facing the pc and you wouldn`t hear me complain ever. I can watch movies, and stuff online. *grin* Or IDK, maybe I`m that much of an internet addict. Uh oh. Hahahaha. 
Graaaaah. I am so not excited for first sem. Graaaah. Tiring duty days and mind boggling long exams and quizzes again for me. Bloody Med Surg 104. Crapness!
And yeah. Thanks for appreciating my new simple layout. *grin*
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May 24th, 2008 at 10:02 pm
And oooh yeah, there are times wherein you really have to take the risk, but there are also moments wherein you have to think about it real hard, and make sure that you won`t regret anything that you choose or whatev. Because living a life full of regrets is just like living in hell. Graaah. Believe me, been there done that, and it`s effin frustrating.
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May 25th, 2008 at 12:40 am
taste a bit of the worst? geez.. wonder how it feels like.
cut cables?? argh.. the hell,, survival of the fittest? hehe.. :]
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May 25th, 2008 at 1:32 pm
That excuse your lola’s caregiver was saying is completely BS. No receipt? And she didn’t notice she wasn’t given one? Oh well, if this will make you fell better, I rarely watch TV. I always have my butt in front of the PC.
With regards knowing your limit, yeah, do not deprive yourself of getting a taste of what its like to be outside the safe side but not too much okay? Because you’ll gonna learn much from it. Labo ba?
re: your comment on my last entry. hahaha, ewan ko dun, eh nung nauso nga si Marie and si Hello Kitty sa layout parang wala akong makitang hindi nakagamit ng ganun eh. LOSER! ahaha!
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May 25th, 2008 at 1:58 pm
awww thats not good.:( anywae thats aight, atleast u got some stuffed toy there.hehe!! go0dluck on this c0mming skul year :xD
May 25th, 2008 at 2:54 pm
At least may internet pah, diba? xD Haha!
I don’t watch TV much, kasi internet is somewhat better for me.. lol xD
Missed you too! *hugs*
May 25th, 2008 at 3:47 pm
uh nga naman may internet pa at malapit na magpasukan…
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May 25th, 2008 at 5:04 pm
Well, people travel life on different paces. Some, loves to wait. Some, wants to have everything in an instant. But Me? haha, i’m both. I’m a believer that when something is good, then it’s worth waiting for. But take risks din, so you’ll learn. Life is like a trial and error talaga. You’ll gain lots of learning if you made one single mistake, dibah. haha.
I’m sorry to hear about your grandma.. we all go through those stages in life diba. =)
Btw, why did you transfer school nga pala?..
miss ya nika dear. mwah! di narin ako mxado online, kasi busy ako kakaayos ng aquarium ko. haha. nagkaroon kasi ng baby fish ung mga alaga ko eh, ang dami.
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May 25th, 2008 at 5:44 pm
I’m not excited to go back to school too. Dati, excited na hindi. Ngayon, hindi talaga. Hehe.
At kamusta naman yung caregiver ng lola mo. Ano ginawa nya sa pera? Hehe
Having no cable is not so bad. I thought it was too until I had to leave without it. haha. Schooldays kase sa apartment ako nakatira and walang cable dun. Kaya super nood ng Eat Bulaga/Wowowee at kung anu ano pang shows ng ABS at GMA. haha
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May 25th, 2008 at 6:34 pm
wa ayoko maiwan mag isa. LOL. natatakot ako. feel ko may kasama akong *something* kung magisa lang ako sa bahay. kaya kung aalis parents ko, sama talaga ako. LOL
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